tHe MaNy Mo_Od$ 0f Me

2002-07-09T12:12:00.000-05:00

testing blog. are you working?

2002-06-25T23:05:00.000-05:00

guess swhat! today....mine n andy's 6 months! and we celebrated it w/ a long phone conversation since he's still in south carolina. =/ he went for his tests n orientation n shtuff. but they're leaving tomorrow, so he'll be back thurs. yay! =^_^= i miss him. ~*happy 6 months babe!*~

ack! guess what else! i talked to my buddy ~*nick*~! hehe. yup remember him? yes, abercrombie nick. *sigh* it's been ages since we've hung out. last i saw him was prolly at the mall when he came up to collin creek n i spotted him eating chick-fil-a while on my break from work. hehe. we alwayze loved chick-fil-a. i still have his necklace. hehe. i have so many.....from different guys.....necklaces that i've "stolen." hehehe. but i'm gonna give his back to him. and i finally get my purdy unicorn that i wanted for kissmouse a year and a half ago. me n pj were in spencer's a loooooong way long time ago when they had it at richardson square and i saw this wonderfully sparkley n super fantabulously "superb" unicorn that i just absolutely adored and i told him all about it n how pretty it was n he went and got it for mee. =^_^= but i actually never got it. he kept it tho thinking he'd see me again. awww. yay! i want my unicorn. =^_~=

oh! and ben n karen called me. hehehe. i felt so special. hehe. people love me. awww. hehehe jk.

2002-06-24T12:58:00.000-05:00

take the butt quiz.

and go to mewing.net. why not visit the site of someone who made a quiz about butts?

bubbly bouncy butts! hahahahaha......ok i guess no one else thinks its amusing.....>_<

take the "what's my fault" quiz.

(and then browse around mewing.net. because laura is cool.)

well that's not nice =/

take the non-offensive quiz.

and go to mewing.net. laura = great.

so i guess too much of me can kill you. hehehe =P

what's your battle cry? |
mewing.net | merchandise!

hehehehe......meep! say it with me, ~*MEEP!*~ hehee.

2002-06-23T22:58:00.000-05:00

bethany's new hobby: building things out of jenga blocks n taking pictures of each one. =^_^=

Which female FrieXnd are you? Find out @ digitalcharisma
wow i feel utterly useless...

so i got this monkey from south padre, he's carved out of coconuts. n he's kinda a lil creepy lookin. i asked my dad if it looked anythin voodoo or somethin. and so my dad thought it'd be funny to tell me it did. so i was kinda freaked out n i stuck the monkey in my bro's room first. at 2am in the morning, i get up to go to my bathroom.....omg, it scared the shivers out of me! my lil bro had placed it next to the sink. hahahaha. but good news, it's just a monkey carved out of coconuts. =^_^=

Which Musical Heroine are You? by blusteryvirgin
she was alwayze so adorable. no matter how many remakes the entertainment industry does on this, nothing will ever be as fun n quirky as the first one. =^_^=

The Vague But Nice Quiz by blusteryvirgin
single serving breakfasts at the end of me??? ummm...

See which Whose Line is it Anyway? cast member you are!
hehehe this show is grrreat! like frrrrosted flakes! =^_^=

2002-06-23T13:19:00.000-05:00

well i'm back from padre. (hoo hoo!) the beach was nice. warm n fuzzy. hehe. i'm a beach bunnie! =^_^=

what kitchen utensil are YOU?
oh yeah baby! gimme that spork thang. hehe. u know what, sporks are the greatest invention in the whole wide world. why on earth dont they have spork silverwear. *scoff* i'm gonna start my own silverwear business and i'm gonna gave an entire collected of designer sporks.

What Flavor Icecream Are You?
well i guess mint choc. chip wasnt one of the choices. ;) speaking of ice cream...

ice cream is cold
so is the weather
dances are fun
so let's go together!

isnt that the cutest poem? hehe maybe not. and it's prolly kinda corny. but it was cute when karen n i asked matt n caleb to jsb our soph yr. (it was sadie hawkins-ish) *sigh* memories. karen n i bought those blue bell pint size ice cream things and we wrote this cute lil poem n made it all pretty on the puter n we surprised them at lunch with ice cream! i split mint choc. chip with caleb. hehe. yup i barely talk to him now...=/

Click Here To Find Out Which Symbol You Are
hehe little pink hearts are too cute. =P

song of the day - weezer - falling for you
Holy cow! I think I've got one here
Now just what am I supposed to do?
I've got a number of irrational fears
That I'd like to share with you
First, there's rules about old goats like me
Hanging around with chicks like you
But I do like you and another one:

You say 'like' too much
But I'm shaking at your touch
I like you way too much
My baby, I'm afraid I'm falling for you
And I'd do about anything to get the hell out alive
Or maybe I would rather settle down with you

Holy moly, baby, wouldn't you know it?
Just as I was busting loose
I gotta go turn in my rock star card
And get fat and old with you
Cos I'm a burning a candle you're a gentle moth
Teaching me to lick a little bit kinder
And I do like you - you're the lucky one
No, I'm the lucky one

hahaha. that song is so cute n funny. old goat. hahaha. hehehe. =P 'nother great song that's all cute n warm n fuzzy (but has a great piano part) - kai "say you'll stay." dl-able song from me too. hehe.

Morning, day, or night? quiz by maikamariel
ehh i dunno 'bout the mornin part. but i am a kid at heart! hehe. =^_^=

one more great summer song - the calling - wherever you will go (i just luv this song so i'll put it on here again ;) )
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

alex band is such a great singer. i would sooo have lunch with him. lol. ;) =P

hehehe. who else would i be? =^_^=

do i say "yay!" too much?

my baby i'm afraid i'm fallin for you!

i havent seen moulin rouge yet. =/ hehe.

wow that's mucho quizzes for one day. everyone enjoy your summer day!!!

2002-06-19T23:41:00.000-05:00

What Pattern Are You?

stripes! hehe.

What do people say behind your back? Find out @ digitalcharisma

wow. thats kinda funny. all the asian ppl at m skool think i'm spoiled n e wayze...thanx 11-e. hehehe jk. =P

hmmm i like dentyne ice better. hehehe.

well i wanted to be buttercup. =/

2002-06-19T00:25:00.000-05:00

I'm the O:-)
Which smiley are you?
see? i really am the angel smiley. i told you so. =P

What Snack Food are YOU? Click here to find out!
Chocolate cookie on the outside, vanilla creme within, you're certainly not what you seem! Plus, the side on which your creme lands after people twist you apart influences decisions worldwide. Cool!

hehehe. mmm mmm. arent i yummy? hehe jk.

Are you NASTY or NICE?

Quiz made by Angela

oOoOoh....la la. hehhee.

Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?

hmmm....i dun remember her on the show. oh wellpz...

Green

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at Stvlive.com!

2002-06-18T03:28:00.000-05:00

i feel like a little kid sometimes. i want everything and i cant have anything. no weezer/dashboard tix from my bro --- or so he says. no dallas summer musical tix from my dad to see the wizard of oz. no extra 7 bucks from my other brother so i can buy a dvd for my dad. and no respect from my little bro. maybe i ask for too much. =/

so i think this is my last blog entry for the week. cuz i'm leaving on weds to go to the orange beach resort, somewhere along north on the gulf. so......so long suckers! hehehe jk. i'll be back on sunday. have fun n stay outta trouble while i'm gone. mucho luv!

2002-06-17T23:05:00.000-05:00

went ice skatin today...finally. =^_^= mucho fun. =^_^=

song of the day - michelle branch - you get me
So what if I see the sunshine
In the pouring rain
Some people think I'm crazy
But you say it's okay
You've seen my secret garden
Where all of my flowers grow
In my imagination
Anything goes

so i wonder, does anyone really read my blog?

btw, who has my michelle branch cd? if you have it, pls give it back. =/

and i now i leave you with - the beach boys - surfer girl
Little surfer little one
Made my heart come all undone
Do you love me, do you surfer girl
Surfer girl my little surfer girl

I have watched you on the shore
Standing by the ocean's roar
Do you love me do you surfer girl
Surfer girl surfer girl

We could ride the surf together
While our love would grow
In my Woody I would take you everywhere I go
So I say from me to you
I will make your dreams come true
Do you love me do you surfer girl

2002-06-17T01:11:00.000-05:00

from american tail - dreams to dream
I lose my way
No one cares
The words I say
No one hears
My life it seems
Is a world of dreams...

Dreams to dream
In the dark of the night
When the world goes wrong
I can still make it right
I can see so far in my dreams
I'll follow my dreams
Until they come true

There is a star
Waiting to guide us
Shining inside us
When we close our eyes
Come with me
You will see what I mean
There's a world inside
No one else ever sees
You will go so far in my dreams
Somewhere in my dreams
Your dreams will come true

Don't let go
If you stay close to me
In my dreams tonight
You will see what I see
Dreams to dream
As near as can be
Inside you and me
They always come true

oh the little mouse singing it was alwayze so cute and i wanted to be her and sing like her when i was little.

hmmm my mind is kinda rotting. i need an epiphany. so i was reading old emails awhile ago. n i found one i had written to one of my friends in cali:
>i guess life doesnt allow you
> to have a whole lot of fun n e more. it never lasts. theres alwayze
> the end of the day when u have to go home. and cry as you sleep once
> again. but i know God will alwayze protect me. n that everything
> happens for a reason. God has n alwayze will provide, wont he? i
> hope so. i hope christmas turns out to be better. i know i have no
> right to say that at all since theres so many ppl out there who dont
> have a morsel of any of the things i have. i wish more people knew
> that. the other day, they were showing refugees from someplace that
> was really poverty-striken n how tx flew some of those ppl in n put
> them to work in factories. they were so happy n joyful n thankful. n
> they had like food for the people n everything. they were having
> their first christmas in america n everything. i wish i were more
> like them. i wish i didnt have the ability to take things for
> granted. n i wish my family knew at least one little good thing in
> me n how i wanna change the world for those ppl who need help out
> there.

wow i really wish i didnt have the ability to take things for granted. =/

2002-06-15T22:47:00.000-05:00

i'm drinkin a cup of balls! ........oh wow, that came out wrong. hehe. it's a strawberry smoothie with pearls! it's actually this jello-wee shtuff that look like little black balls...wait a minute, they look like black pearls! oh! so that's why they're called pearls! >_<

i love grilling!!! we had a midnight backyard bbq. it's not actually midnight. but it's barbecue at it's best! cuz i cooked it! my mom n i pierced pieces of marinated beef on the barbecue skewer sticks. it's so mucho mucho fun! i cooked! no, i grilled! that makes up for my slimy spaghetti dinner a week or so ago. hehe. my parents got a new set o' patio furniture. including that swing i was talking about. as of now, my oldest brother is sitting on it with my bunny in his lap and two girls on each side. hehe. my rabbit's a chick magnet. hahaha. and my brother's just funny. hehehe. he was trying to light our citronella (those mosquito repellent candle things) torches, the tall bamboo ones. i enjoy so much making fun of him when his friends are over. hehe. they're so awesome.

it isnt dinner without rice. and eating bbq isnt complete if you dont eat with your hands! hehe. messy yummy goodness. wow i cant believe that. i'm usually sooo picky about making sure i have a napkin on my lap n have all the right utensils. but, i ate messy tonight! hehe. my little rabbit pranced around everyone. he is so adorable. he ate carrots n lettuce while we had grilled beef. you know what's yummy too? grilled carrots! ppl said i'm starting to eat like my rabbit cuz i piled up on the salad n i ate a whole grilled fat carrot. hehe. anywayze...i'll just get back to my pearls now. =^_^=

2002-06-15T19:48:00.000-05:00

my new ultimate favoritest song - the calling - wherever you will go (ya notice its been on here several times)
So lately, been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

i think after some time, i realized i really liked this song. everytime it comes on the radio and i dont get sick of it no matter how much they play it. it's just so nice. it's a song about love and letting go and having the hope to keep on going wherever your feet lead you...cuz it might even lead you back to where you were. but i especially love guitar. i have a guitar. i wish i could play it. i know maybe 3 chords at the most that i can make maybe half a dozen songs out of. but anywayze...i wonder what it'd be like if the guy in song stayed, instead of wherever he had to go. i dunno. maybe his love wouldnt have been stronger if he hadnt been going thru somewhat of a tough time. i mean, i dunno what the song's about. but i know how he feels.

so i have a headache now. not like a throbbing one. more like a car sickly one. i layed down on the swing n just looked up at the blue sky. and let my little bunny prance around me. he's a curious little one. my hair was dangling down off the side of the swing and he came by and kept sniffing it. do you think rabbits can tell how good your hair smells? he tried to eat my hair. i think he liked chewing on it. hehe.

2002-06-14T23:49:00.000-05:00

it's furry-day! (aka friday. hehe) wellpz, i woke up today n got on the puter to finish up some sat registration stuff. and then i ate lunch and went shopping with my mommy n daddy. my dad got me this cute little bunny standing on a swing. oh he is so cute! he's just got this happy-enjoyable look on his face. kinda like my real bunny when he looked like he was yawning. =^_^= the one on the swing is in a frozen laughin face n all his little teeth show. he lights up my room. =^_^= i'm supposed to hang him somewhere, but i have nowhere to hang him. =/

then my mommy bought me purple daisies so i can have fresh flowers in my room. my room's starting to look like a room now. it feels so empty cuz its so big n i dun have mucho on my walls yet. but i have a nice comfy bed. hehe. i cant wait til kissmouse when my cuzins n my aunts n uncles come! hehe. i miss my spinkz. =^_~= she emailed me today. hehe. it was a nice surprise. we're so mucho alike. hehe. i feel special. (i wuv chu!)

i want weezer/dashboard confessional tix!!!!!!!!!!! =/ they went onsale today, but me has no money. i wonder if my brother got them. i've been begging him all week. he called earlier to ask how many tix i wanted. but he told me he wasnt really for sure gonna get them. he said maybe. ggrrrr!!! i dun want a maybe. just yesh =^_^= or no =/ would be ok. none of these games. hmph. i really wanna go! the concert is on my burpday!!

so n e wayze.....i'm now munching on some minute maid soft frozen strawberry lemonade. or rather sipping it now cuz its all melty. but its still good. yummy in my tummy. hehe. my mom tried to make me brownies to make up for the ones that andy made me that my brothers ate. but it just wasnt the same. but its ok. i dont say no to brownies. hehehe. i'm waiting for my brother to come home. he'll be rolling in around 2 am-ish. i really want tickets. =/

you know what, i havent seen moulin rouge yet. bethany is so deprived. hehehe jk.

2002-06-13T21:24:00.000-05:00

oh yeah, i'm sooo hot! ssss! =P

2002-06-13T20:25:00.000-05:00

yummm....lemon-y iced tea. =^_^= perfected with a pink flamingo straw. hehehe. well mucho fun today---> i washed andy's car! hehehe. note to everybody: alwayze bring a change of clothes when you're gonna wash cars. cuz when you give me a garden hose gushing with water.....i'm gonna get you! O_o hehehe. muahahaha. but n e wayze, there was a yucky layer of gray film on his car. eewww. but....all gone n squeaky clean! poop, mud, dirt, and all. hehe. =^_~= remember to check the weather tho. that way a storm doesnt come out of nowhere right after you're done. hehe. but it was all good n fun. hehe. my payment--->andy made me brownies. =^_^= but none of which i got to eat cuz my brothers ate it all. =/

we were sitting on the couch watching jeopardy after it had started to rain(cuz there was nothin else to do) n while andy attempted to answer every question (the shmart cookie that he is. hehe jk), i was just sittin there petting my little bunny rabbit. and he did the cutest little thing! he just opened up his mouth n showed his little teeth. i think it was a yawn. hehehe. i was so amused. he was just sittin in my lap all happy n blisseful. =^_^=

flawness ish so cool. yes, flaws are what make ppl unique. if i ever marry someone, i want him to be flawed. cuz i, in fact, am not perfect myself. hehe. me n shirin were at collin creek one day n i saw this little book called the perfect man. it's like that little keychain that has a gingerbread man on it n it's entitled the perfect man, cuz you can alwayze bite his head off when he makes you mad. hehehe. but this was a whole book of it with everything from the pillsbury doughboy to the gingerbread guy. everyone wants someone perfect. but i think loving someone is loving them for who they are, all the imperfections and all. tell me that's not something new. =^_^=

isnt it cool that God works in such mysterious ways? =^_~=

so my dad finished waterproofing the fence so its all wet with this paint-y shtuff....and no one told me. so when i went to go take out the trash from cleaning my bunny's cage.....yup i touched the fence. good job bethany.

oh wait, what's this? there is one last brownie! and it's all mine. =^_~=

2002-06-13T01:40:00.000-05:00

.:::gone fishin:::.

takin a break from this bLoG. gettin restless now...

2002-06-13T00:31:00.000-05:00

dum dum dum....o_O.....will my brother buy me weezer tickets? they go onsale in 2 days!!!!!!!! me <--- no money. but hey i almost have my job back! the new management lady whoever at corporate just took the rest of the week off....so i wont know n e thing about my schedule til next week. bah. another week w/ no money. but my brother on the other hand.....wow i cant wait til i graduate....he got so mucho moolah. n none for mee. hehehe just kiddin. i was babysitting this little girl once. n when i was getting paid, she burst out, "money is the root of all evil!" but see, it depends on what ya do with your riches. so be wise kids! buy me weezer tix!

2002-06-12T23:34:00.000-05:00

*sigh* what to write, what to write. i do not like green eggs and ham. but i do like oats & honey chewy granola bars. =^_^= there's somethin sooo soothing sounding about say oats & honey. jus sho yummy in my tummy. i ate the whole box once when i was at my cuzins house. it was like 3 am n she had offered me some. but it was soooo good. i just ate the whole thing. maybe i was hungry cuz i hadnt really eaten mucho in the first 24 hours of the two days we were at her house til we went to the hotel. but omg, it was just so good! hehe.

2002-06-12T00:01:00.000-05:00

hmmm...i'm at a loss of finding quizzes to take. =/ where are all my quiz takers?!?!?! spinkz, my source of all quizzes has ditched her blog to go study. hehehe. =P ppl in cali r still in skool for a coupla days more. and i've been out closer to 2 weeks now. yay for summer! i went shopping today. i got the cutest little purse. it would prolly only fit the zoolander cell phone in there, but it fits my smallest wallet. it was just so cute n i had to buy it. =^_^= and i made sure to stop at the sanrio store for my dose of hello kitty. hehe. =^_^=

andy n i were talkin about how in texas u can say, "hey do u want a coke?" n ppl go "sure!" and yet u still say, "what do u want?" so coke...is everything. hehehe. but there's just different kinds of it. so then we just randomly got into talkin about different dialects. and then we both realized....wow we have really weird conversations. hehe. so u know that argument we had about whether the pillsbury doughboy said hmm hmm or hoo hoo and i like polled the entire school? well not really. but i finally proved him wrong! i showed him! hehehe. at first i was just looking for one of those e-cards to send that maybe has some animation to it n poppin fresh sayin hoo hoo. but instead, google led me to the official site where there was an all about the doughboy page with a little icon of him n you can hear him giggling. hehehe. but he still thought it was hmm hmm. but there was a complete documentary stating that fact that it's hoo hoo. so i win. and hoo hoo!

another lil quote of my day:
If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous, he will not bite you. This is the principal difference between a man and a dog. - Mark Twain

2002-06-11T12:58:00.000-05:00

song of the day - mandy moore - only hope
sing to me the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
when it feels like my dreams are so far
sing to me the plans that you have for me over again
so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands and pray
to be only yours i pray
i know now, you're my
only hope

2002-06-11T12:42:00.000-05:00

what adjective are you?

quiz by maikamariel

i'm sugar n spice and everything nice. hehehe. hmmm i am running out of quizzies to take...i'm gonna look for some. hehe. how's that for a hobby?

2002-06-10T23:37:00.000-05:00

song of the day - the calling - wherever you will go
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

so n e wayze...summer makin me all lazy. i didnt do anything at all today. i sat in front of the tv eating cheetos with my brother all day. and then he left me. but ish ok cuz then andy came over n we just kinda sat around tryin to solve this number puzzle thingie. hehe. my recond is 1.45 minutes...i am the master of solving number puzzle things! hehe. we rented vanilla sky. dun watch it ppl! it's stoopid. hehe. but then again, you know me, asking questions about this n that every 5 minutes of the movie. hehehe.

the best time of day to talk is just late at night when everything is quiet and all these ideas are coming alive in your head. they said somethin like that in vanilla sky. i will never watch that movie again. maybe if someone paid me. hehehe. wellpz, i finds out tomorrow if i really have my job back or not. be4 i went to chicago, my manager asked me to come back and i said yes. and so i called her when i got back in town n she said that corporate hadnt said anything about rehiring me. but she keeps telling me to call her and stuff to find out. so i go, well ok. so i find out tomorrow for sure what the status on that is. bcuz i really dont feel like looking for another job.

quote of the day:
"hi! my name is bango and i like to climb on things! can i have a banana?" hehehe.

2002-06-10T00:42:00.000-05:00

*gasp* i started a new trend! the blogs! hehehe. congrats to stef for starting a blog. hehehe. everyone wants to be cute like me. i think everyone should start one. you'll have a place to put all your quiz result things and show the world like me! hehehe. =^_~=

2002-06-09T21:26:00.000-05:00

you know, i'm not actually blogging at all. hehe. the quizzies are so darn addicting...

You will marry LEGOLAS from Lord of the Rings, live in an ancient elven palace in the middle of the forest, and spend your days walking on top of snow and rowing ivory boats and just being beautiful.

What's YOUR M * A * S * H future?

Which Woman of Beauty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

Which monkey are you?

83%

I am 83% worshipable! And you? Find out!

2002-06-09T20:07:00.000-05:00

I took the McDonalds test, and guess what I got?

You can take the
McDonalds Product Test by Matio64
here!
yay for McFLURRiES!

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel
but i'm not a ditz! =/

2002-06-08T00:56:00.000-05:00

hehehe. found these somewhere. =^_~= kinda cute. some indepth. but we like those. hehehe (huh, spinkz?)
Love is not finding the perfect person, but finding the imperfect person perfect.
"Absence is to love what wind is to fire; It extinguishes the small, yet enkindles the great." wow i like that one.
The mind has a thousand eyes, And the heart but one; Yet the light of a whole life dies, When love is done.
"Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails." hmmm...where have i heard that before? hehe.
To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides. wow i like that too.
"If I could be anything in the world, I would want to be a tear so I could be born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips."

2002-06-08T00:33:00.000-05:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

2002-06-07T13:51:00.000-05:00

song of the day - blisse - wait
wait, i cant hardly wait
to look into your face
as the world
disappears
into your eyes

hehe. such a nice, blisseful song. =^_^= it makes me go...hehehe. =P so benny banana burrito called me this morning. we were supposed to double date, but i forgot, ish my mama's burpday! >_< yup yup. hehehe. {{{happy bday mommy!}}}

2002-06-07T13:22:00.000-05:00

The Band Quiz By Rahel
hahahaha. i'm a tuba! hehehe. but it's so big and i'm...sooo not. hehe. "i'm cute and i'm loud, i'm gonna make you proud!" -bring it on. wow i have that opening cheer from bring it on stuck in my head...

What prep label are you?

wow i'm on a quiz-taking frenzy. hehehe. more, more, MORE! not accurate for the most part, but they're so addicting. hehe.

I'm Tommy, who are you? by Dru & Lexi
tommy pickles was alwayze my fave. hehe. altho for valentines i got a rugrats card with angelica on it. hehe. it said, "You'll be my valentine, right? after all, i AM a princess, you know?" hehe.

2002-06-07T13:04:00.000-05:00

I'm Venus/Mango Pudding!

Which dessert buddy are YOU?

yummy mango. hehe.

2002-06-07T12:41:00.000-05:00

my top three jelly bean quiz things:

What Jelly Belly flavor are you? I'm -

Find your flavor here!

What Jelly Belly flavor are you? I'm -

Find your flavor here!

What Jelly Belly flavor are you? I'm -

Find your flavor here!

hmmm....i dun really like jelly beans. but apparently i'm green apple, island punch, and tutti frutti. hehehe. so fun to say, tuttit frutti. hehehe. so i'm wild, shrewd, and social. hahaha. go figure.

2002-06-07T01:42:00.000-05:00

I am the princess (...with a pea)!

Find your fairy tale character at kelly.moranweb.com.

"What is your most defining characteristic?" my answer---> I can jiggle and make funny faces. Oo, look at me roll! hehehe

"What's your favorite type of turtle?"
A little one. We can be friends. I think I'd call it tortellini. hehehe. so cute...

I am funny, little, and a man; the Funny Little Man!

Find your whimsy character at kelly.moranweb.com.

Amazingly, you're the most important character of all. Humorous and drunk, you have a braided beard which is practically as tall as you yourself are. Midget.

Niche: By far, you're the most imporant whim in current life. Your niche is with friends, laughing and having a great time, even though you don't exist. Oh, we sing many songs about you and dance for you consantly; we even see you everywhere we go, in pictures, paintings, and posters. Your place is with us, lest you separate and form that midget cult you've been talking about.

Upbringing: You were born this year, oh-so recently, to sufficiently fill our need for tiny, odd folk in our lives. I don't quite remember the invention process, though.

Aspirations: You want to be drunk. ---yeah that's so me yall

Quirks: You hate tall people, and that's about it, you jovial feller. ---that's sooo funnie cuz i;m short!

ummm...i dont like that one...besides the fact that i'm "the most important character of them all." hehehe. cheers! c[_]

I'm Invader Zim, and you are a mere earthmonkey!

Find your whimsy character at kelly.moranweb.com.

Yay for you! You are the bestest show ever : Invader Zim! You are on at 9:30 on Friday nights for a half an hour of pure wonderfulness. I haven't felt so much positive feeling for a show before you, and certainly won't after you. You're funny, cute, somewhat dark, twisted, and just wonderful. Your characters consist of my hero, the pet I've always wanted, and really funny people and animals. Damn Nick for being a jerk to you and abusing you, despite your wonderfulness!!
what's invader zim?

2002-06-07T01:07:00.000-05:00

What kind of ANGEL are you?

Quiz made by Angela

I'm completely down-to-earth!

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

You are the most in touch with knowledge. It's the tree of life from which you tap the sap. You know what you want and you know how to reasonably get it.

Virtues: You respect people with plans. When someone has their head on their shoulders, you know that they can see straightforward and keep their eyes on the mark. When it comes to looking at the future, you take a logical approach: what's within your ability? A fortunate attribute that you have is the ability to set a goal for yourself, higher than maybe you feel possible, but still keep yourself within reasonable bounds. You take the time to appreciate those surrounding you and they do appreciate you in return. Decision-making comes naturally to you when you take the time to consider each option. People only come to talk to you when they are looking for a logical, reasonable solution.

Aspirations: You have an idea of what you can do with your life, but you push it up a notch. You need a profession that you can enjoy, so work towards it. You want to live near your friends and family while being as far away as possible. You also want to settle down while working in excitement and variation.

Quirks: You don't appreciate drama queens and they don't appreciate you. When they need help, they won't seek you out because of your ability to see through their overly dramatic predicaments. You have leeway for humor, and sometimes love to participate in it, but when it becomes irrational behavior, others can count you out. Loud noises are bothersome, except when they come from you or your friends.

Factors: Reach for the sky! Don't decide to do something because you're merely good at it, but choose something you might like to do, despite whether you're sure you can master it or not. Don't only save room for a few empathetic friends, but open up to everyone.

Future: When looking for a job, if you work in all of your talents (logic, decision-making, planning, and definitely humor), you'll find yourself happy. Come to a compromise for location; live nearby your friends and take periodic vacations or live farther away and take frequent return trips.

2002-06-07T00:51:00.000-05:00

note to self:
if you're not an experienced cook, dont even think about cooking for someone without the supervision from that of an experienced cook. cuz if you're left all by yourself and you're trying to cook spaghetti, you could get various results. such as
1. your noodles will be overcooked n soggy---btw, if you dont drain them right away when they're cooked, it'll be watery when mixed with sauce.
2. your meatballs that you're baking in the oven could be burned if you dont take those out as soon as you hear the timer bell.
3. the sauce...yeah, it can still boil into dry nothingness when you leave it on "warm" for a long time...a looong time.

and in conclusion, this girl cannot cook. so next time, i'll stick to frozen pizzas. hehehe. but even i'll still need help for that. hehe. ---thanx shirin n kei for alwayze reminding me to take the plastic wrap of first before putting it in the oven...

warning label on a frozen pizza: "Do not eat pizza without cooking."

but good news...i can make salad. and when all else fails, dessert is always good...but not if your guest leaves without eating the wonderful key lime pie and chocolate sundae mousse pie that you enslaved yourself over before you didnt know which one he'd like. well actually, i bought those. but still...everyone knows bethany will be pouty if she doesnt get what she wants. hehehe jk. (i'm a princess, remember?!)

i went to a job fair today. hehehe. i helped elven out on his job app for starbucks. i've come to a conclusion that it is almost impossible to come up with a specific, well-worded answer to "what do you like about coffee?" unless you're one of those java poets, writing up those haikus and whatnots, just do not, please, attempt to answer in iambic pentameter. and dont write on the margins either. i dont think they like holes in their applications.

2002-06-05T23:39:00.000-05:00

Which Kiss Are You?

Which Sanrio character are you? by woofiegrrl

You are Drew
Barrymore!

You acted in cool movies like:

Charlie's Angels, Never Been Kissed, The Wedding Singer,

Scream, Poison Ivy and E.T.

Take the "Which Hollywood Princess are you?"
quiz @ planetag.de

hehehe...uhhh....ok =P

Find your emotion!

You're PRIDE! You like yourself, and you aren't afraid to show it. You don't like to admit when you're wrong, and you think you're better than most. You're represented by the color violet.

whoa...does that make me sound self-absorbed??? lol jk.

2002-06-05T23:05:00.000-05:00

hehehe. funky monkeys. =^_^= well andy's finally back in town. hehehe (yay! *jumpin n screamin*) lol. i got to talk to him again and convert all his spendages from the british pound in to us dollars. hehe. fun. jk. but n e wayze, yup we've all had our share of weird summer dreams. like i had one where i was like breakin into a car to steal all the stuff inside, but someone pulls me away n we're all running down the street n i run into this truck n i wake up.....i'm in my room. it felt like i was actually there tho. i remember thinking in my dream, "hmmm i know i'm not dreaming cuz i can feel the grip on my arm n it's warm..." wow that's some freaky stuff. i had another one about andy cheatin on me, but he had one where i broke up with him. hahahaha. hmmm that's not really that funny...

so then while i was talkin to andy, karen calls n she's all hyped up n she's telling me she's down the street from me, which is really odd cuz she lives like 20 mins away. and so she says she's coming over if i'm not busy. i know she doesnt have a cell phone, so i'm all like, "who are you with?" and she's like, "it's a surprise! we're comin over." and guess who dropped by...benny burrito! so we all hung out n went crazy. hehehe. oh it was so much fun.

2002-06-03T00:32:00.000-05:00

from spink'z profile: The combination "ough" can be pronounced in nine different ways. The following sentence contains them all: "A rough-coated, dough-faced, thoughtful ploughman strode through the streets of Scarborough; after falling into a slough, he coughed and hiccoughed." hehehe...interesting

2002-06-03T00:16:00.000-05:00

What WB drama are you?
You're the person that almost everyone likes because you're just so darn charming and friendly. You're basically a well-rounded person, because you're smart, you've got a good sense of humor, and you love action. You're always on the scene when something's going down, and you always do all you can to help others out. You're practically the person people look up to, but they don't know that you've got secrets and another side to you. For example, some people might not know that you're sensitive and that you've got a soft spot, like the one that Clark has for Lana.

my soft spot? well there's several...like say i'm in some really big fight with you and the argument isnt dying down...a nice creamy slice of tiramisu will win me over. hehe. either that or the chimicheesecakes from applebee's. they're so much fun to say! chimicheesecake! it's so cute n better yet, yummy in my tummy. like hot chocolate with whip cream on top. yumm...anythin with whip cream on top is nummy. hehe. (dont be thinkin dirty now you sick sick blog reader! lol jk). i think tiramisu n the chimicheesecakes are the best desserts in the world.=^_^= hehe. i really want a chimicheesecake now. it's warm n fuzzy goodness with a glob of ice cream to top it off. wow, i'm just blabbing on about cake. hehe. yay for cakes! other soft spots? hmmm...=^_~=

2002-06-02T23:58:00.000-05:00

chanson du jour ( i think that's "song of the day" in french)~ "a whole new world" from aladdin (yes it's still stuck in my head =^_^=)
Unbelievable sights indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Though an endless diamond sky

have you ever just found the time to actually read the lyrics to that song? it's so...majestic.

you know, the best thing to do while waiting for your nails to dry is to get online n type. hehe. it beats sitting in the bathroom using my pink hello kitty hair dryer on the cool button in blast to dry them. hehe.

yay! guess who called me today. =^_^= hehe. the phone rang n i knew it was andy, but for some stupid reason, i was still all like, "who's this???" cuz like my lil bro hands me the phone n i'm like, "hello?" n the other person was just like, "hey." hehe. i'm retarded. . >_< ish ok. hehe. but i was thrilled. =^_^= he'll be back in town on weds. wow, two weeks without seeing him. kinda like the pre-watchamacallit of when he leaves for college. =( ish ok. it really kinda wasnt so bad.

2002-06-02T00:44:00.000-05:00

cute little song of the day ~ rebecca st james - wait for me
Darling did you know
I dream about life together
Knowing it will be forever
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And darling when I say
"Til death do us part"
I mean it with all of my heart
Now and always faithful to you

oh! she is so cute. writing a little song about her future husband. *sigh* if only i were that talented. hehe. lol. just kiddin. maybe i should get back on my guitar. hehe. i used to say gee-tar. =^_^= but then i'll have to cut my fabulously wonderful beautimous nails. hehehe. jk.

pray for barret on his mission trip to bulgaria and hungary. andy's still in europe touring london n ireland. wow, all you fortunate people with these opportunities. the farthest away i will prolly go this yr is cali, hopefully. hehehe. i'm missin the beach. road trip to san antonio is officially off. =( but good news, weezer concert tickets with dashboard confessional for august 3 (my 18th BURPday!!!) go on sale in two weeks!!! guess who's going! =^_^=

2002-05-29T22:29:00.000-05:00

NO MORE SKOOL FOR MEEE!!! well, for about 3 months, that is. but hey, dont ruin my fun. =^_^= so i got back from chicago on tuesday. the wedding was beautimous. my cuzin and jill are so way cute together. hehe. their first dance was to "a whole new world" from aladdin. hehe. i used to love that movie. oh, soo cute...the wedding...need i say more.......wow so much wedding stories to tell....but i'll tell yall in the days to come....

so me n my cuzin (spinkz!) were just kinda sitting in the pews (hehehe..pews! funny word) and i was staring into the candles that we wonderfully lit (we were candle lighters, btw) and i was just like, wow, i want a wedding. i just....want one. hehehe. i wanna wear a pretty white silky dress and walk down the aisle towards the love of my life. hehe. anyway, so we sat there and thought about our dream weddings. hehe. wow if i could pick a day and the weather would be perfect, i hope it would be that day. it'd be so nice to have an outdoor wedding. just so nice. hehehe. with lavender roses and white gardenias everywhere. EVERYWHERE!!! lots and lots of white flowers n lavender roses. hehe. and maybe some white balloons. yup. tons and tons of white balloons just floating in the air like puffy cloudson silver strings. =^_^= hmmm...i think that's all i really want. balloons and flowers. hehe. but lots of it. =^_~=

so on weds (that would be today), i finished up my examoes. alg2 wasnt all that bad. i did the review after taking my psychology exam, which was less than 30 mins before my alg2 exam. it was actually really easy. i did the last minute cramming routine tues night after i unpacked everything and reorganized my closet again. and i still havent done my laundry, as i left my laundry basket full before leaving town. there is officially a mound of clothes in the corner of my room. maybe i should move that away from the window. hehe. but my room is squeaky clean other than that. hehe.

so my first full day back in town, tho i was only gone since last thurs, and andy's already in europe. i hope he's enjoying his trip. i really missed him today. i still do. so what did i do today? well i woke up as usual, only i'd worn his jersey to sleep cuz its so comfy. i got ready n went to skool. me n my mommy got some donuts. she got coffee but i got my fill of red bull. hehe. =^_~= i popped it open when i got to skool. kei n i hung out in the hall waiting for the bell to ring. we werent really in any hurry to take our exams. but n e wayze, after the exams, i took kei home n got my rabbit back. she babysat my bunny for me. i really missed my little quincy. hehe. i missed his cute little nose that poked out on the cage when i came around. and he'd wiggle it all cute and...wiggly. hehe. then i got home n karen called. i was supposed to meet her after the 6th prd exam, but i didnt see her. i actually didnt feel like waiting any longer after waiting 20 minutes for kei to get out of cad. =P

so karen came over n we hung out in my room n got caught up in the 5 days i hadnt seen or talked to her. and then we went to the pool. the water was nice, but we spent most of the 2 hours tanning. if i get any darker, i will be black. i'll look like a big burnt potato, all flaky and...burnt. we went back to my house n then went on a hunt to find a wendys, but there arent any in plano. so we ate at mcdonalds (mickey d's!). yuck., gross. but when you're hungry...you're hungry. we saw i am sam at the dollar movies. i swear, no one in the world can sit thru that movie without crying. oh! it's so cute. the little girl is such a cute little actress. "all you need is love." it had a good soundtrack, but i think so prolly cuz my dad loves the beatles and maybe it has some psychological impact on it. but anyway...i need a shower. i've been out all day. and cant wait for tomorrow. =^_~=

but soft [meaning "wait"]...what light thru yonder window breaks? an afterthought:
hehehehe. hahahaha....there's a park on Park with ducks! and there's a "duck crossing" sign with a silhouette of a duck on it! hehe. how funny! i really want that sign...hmmm....hehehe.

2002-05-21T21:17:00.000-05:00

thousand foot krutch - when in doubt
Sat upon your bed,
You've said the things you've said
And I cannot believe that you seem so naive
We exchanged our poetry,
You seem to think a lot like me
I'll guess I'll just assume that we could talk about most anything

Then I ask have you ever felt abandoned?
Felt so lost that you were stranded,
Just like all the walls are closing in
And you were left inside
Have you ever felt like your days were numbered?
Stuck under a tree in thunder
Seems to be no way out!
But there is One when in doubt

Ready for another day
Slowly watch yah waste away,
Havin' fun, bein' cool
Like we did in high school,
Elementary romance feelin' nervous at the dance,
Crack a smile hold it down,
Whatever the circumstance,
Sex, Drugs, Hadda be cool,
All the things we learned in school,
Typical teenage machines,
Anyone tell me what this means?
I could learn, I could try,
Never really had an alibi
Wish I did, that’s no lie

And you ask why
When you feel like you could fly
Gotta know I got the answer for ya baby,
Drives ya crazy it's not over
So much more to life then this, why?
When you feel like you could fly
Gotta know I got the answer for ya baby,
Drives ya crazy it's not over
So much more to life then this

omg this song is SO AWESOME!!! its another one of those songs you hear and love so much, you just have to play it OVER and OVER and OVER again, and each time it gets louder and louder and LOUDER like you cant get enough of it. hehehe.

wellpz, got my job back the other day. me n andy went to collin creek before skool (i had late arrival n he didnt hafta go. lucky ducky). hehehe we went into KB toys to look for a present for his nephew n i played with all the toys. hehe. =^_^= the disney store was so mucho fun! hehe. they had this little mermaid bubble machine. it was so cute. i popped the bubbles! muahahahaha... and yay! i went into lisa frank to say hi to my old manager and she asked me to come back! it beats looking for another job for the summer, we all know how hectic that is. ;) hehe

2002-05-21T13:06:00.000-05:00

thousand foot krutch - small town
I heard a place not too far from here,
Is handing out answers about why we are here
And it's a small town, in a small world,
And the congregation's small too,
But somehow I think they're telling the truth

And in the same small town there is a girl,
She's a good looker but she's mad at the world,
And she's wonderin' about tomorrow and why she's here,
And she's sick and tired of using her sleeve to wipe her tears

And you can tell by the look that's in her eyes she's not that well,
She wishes someone would close their eyes,
And picture this for just a moment to themselves

hehe such a feel good song...((((for the rest of it, click here)))) so aNyWaYzE, just a lil weekly update with all that going on with the rest of the skool yr...

my cuzin dave left last sunday to go back to chicago. he lived in dallas for a yr n took some classes at the dallas theological seminary. he's so fun to be with. hehe. who else would buy a package of pink flamingo straws n some rainbow flower leis just cuz? hehe. ("toooot!") hmmm...my brother jude graduated from utd last saturday. he had two grad parties. no fair. i better get 3 parties then...or else. =^_^= yup he had a party on furry day (friday) n kei n shirin were at my house n we had a massive pillow fight. hehe. fun stuff. then on sat morning, i went shopping with my cuzin n then we went to my bro's graduation n then the other party. and on sunday we went to church then we out to eat lunch before my cuzin left n then we helped him pack. and i spent the rest of the night watching sleepless in seattle. hehe.

2002-05-15T17:38:00.000-05:00

i'm a pup.

what kinda pet are you?

quiz made by muna.

2002-05-15T17:35:00.000-05:00

You're a good date because you aren't very picky or negative. You don't mind simple dates as long as he can entertain you with conversation. At the end of the date, you would both be likely to go home gitty and smitten with each other :)

"Congratulations, you are an Air Faerie! This means you're a carefree person! You are easygoing, peaceful and calm. You hate to fight and enjoy the company of people who feel the same way. Your philosophy? Life's too short to bicker, let's eat cake! "

is it me...or do all these quizies say the same thing???

"Based on the extreme pyschological advanced quiz you just took, it has been determined that you are Angelic! You are very caring, helpful and pure of heart. You don't go out of your way to lie, hurt feelings or do anything that wouldn't benefit someone. Your friends are very lucky to have you!" yeah they are, arent they? hehe jk.

2002-05-13T17:21:00.000-05:00

yup...so i dunno how long ago i last wrote in this, not maybe more than a week. *sigh* it's our last "real" week of school. wow, time just kinda...flew. where to, i dunno. hehe. grrr. me so sad. not going to see andy at skool n e more, come friday. but...nothin i can do. we used to do these "all day" things, they werent really "all day," we just called them the "all day thing", but like right when we'd get out of school after 6th prd on friday (cuz we only had 6 classes), we'd go do something just for like the rest of the day and the whole night. well, not the whole night either, but like til my curfew n stuff. hehe. it was alwayze so fun and now we cant do those anymore! =( blah...ok. wellpz, nothing mucho else on my mind except for the stress and joys of end-of-the-year tests and studying for finals. blah on skool. blah on the seniors going away to college halfway across the country too.

2002-05-06T21:28:00.000-05:00

ace troubleshooter - my angel
looking into your eyes, i see
all i want to be and i dont want it to end
if i could only put to words how much
you mean to me
i only know i had an angel with me now

and when i asleep you're all that i see
you're in my thoughts and all of my rest
i wish you could see all that you mean to me

my angel without wings...my angel

*sigh* and yet another school year is coming to its end and i ask myself, where did the time go? the whole semester went by fast. so now we're in that frantic week before the rambler auditions. eek! i want it so bad. =( but i have a feeling something will hold me back, whether it be my grades or my parents. i dunno.

i'm thinking about the summer...i have to take my exams a week early so i could be at my cuzin's wedding on memorial day weekend. i feel like i'm cutting myself short of my own school year. and when i think about it, it's like the last summer of my high school career. can you believe that? so maybe thats why i'm not planning on going to california anymore. i just really wanna make the best of my time. i cant believe i'm going to be a senior next year. high school is like...over. the whole 3 years at berkner...wow just so soon. well i hafta go...got to study! hehe

2002-05-04T18:42:00.000-05:00

newsboys - shine
out of the shaker and on to the plate
it isnt karma, it sure aint fate
that'll make an eskimo renounce fur
that'll make a vegetarian barbeque hamster
'less you can trace this about face to a certain sign

SHINE make 'em wonder what you got
make them wish that they were not
on the outside looking bored
shine, let it shine before all men
let 'em see good works and then
let 'em glorify the Lord

wow that is a hard song to follow. if you've ever heard it, you know what i'm talkin about. hehe. its so much fun to dance to. its kinda old, but its still good. hehe. the video takes place at like this club with fat guys in tutus. hehe. (hence the part of the song "make a bouncer take ballet"). wellpz, nothing mucho todays...i woke up early to go to my cuzin dave's graduation from the dallas theological seminary. it was 3 hours long. then him, my aunt, n my parents went to the luncheon and me n my bros were sent off to eat else where. but thats ok. we had good vietnamese food. actually, it was just bbq beef with rice. it was the only thing i could understand on the menu. (it was in vietnamese!) hehe.

so next weekend, my cuzin steph is graduating from rhodes. n the weekend after that, my brother jude is graduating from utd. and the weekend after that, andy is graduating from berkner. =( and i wont be here cuz my cuzin andy is getting married. and i'm a candlelighter in the ceremony. eek! i might burn something. i'll trip and the next thing you'll see is his bride to be's dress all up in flames! = O

me so bored. i feel like jumping up to play, but everyone is sooo lazy. eesh. bethany wants to play. =^_~= i've been talkin to my friends on the phone all day. i talked to ben for a long time, we alwayze do. but i let him go cuz he had a double date. no fair. my guy's working tonight. i think we should all go to baskin robbins and raid the ice cream. then maybe we'd all get a brain freeze. hehe. wow. not good. maybe? ehh. just rambling....so bored...

2002-05-03T22:42:00.000-05:00

sixpence none the richer - breathe
Covered by the evening sky
I turn my gaze to where Your kingdom lies
Deep inside me
A silent whisper in my mind
Sweet surrender to Your love divine
Peace enfolding
In the stillness I empty my soul
And Your healing presence flows
As I breathe
The air of Heaven
Drawing in Your fragrance
When I breathe
I feel Your fullness come alive inside of me
You're the breath that I breathe

ever hear a really peaceful song that's just oh-so blisseful to listen to? hehe. it makes me happy =^_^=. God loves me. hehe

2002-05-03T13:05:00.000-05:00

juniors won the powder puff game! yay! go juniors! hehe either we're just better than you, or you seniors must just really suck. =P hehe jk. hehe i'm kiddin. no offense to anyone, ok? good good. =^_^= hehe.

yesyterday was fun. me n kei watched shirin n drew practice their rambler routine. shirin wiped out clarence. hehe. he grabbed her arm but then she like twisted him over. we all heard his arm pop. (ouch!) yeah yall, dont underestimate the power n strength of short people. hehe.

yay for us. juniors won the powder puffie game. hehe. it's an annual game between the jr n sr girls playing football. i was gonna play in it, but i didnt have time to get my physical. it's less brutal this year tho. traditionally, the seniors are supposed to win every year...but hmmm...i dunno what happened this year. maybe they didnt have any good coaches this year. hehe. (just kiddin andy =^_~=).

so afterwards, alex was gonna come over n watch some movies with me. but noooo...he disappeared after the game --- i'm sooo mad at you tubby =( --- hehe it's ok. now we're even.

eek! one more week til rambler auditions! i need a miracle. no routine yet. but we watched the infamous "2001 rambler try outs" tape from last yr. i had to mute some parts of it cuz i was just crazy the night before our auditions. n then shirin asked to fast forward on other parts too. hehe. sorry kids, it's PG13. hahaha jk.

so aNyWaYze~no skool for us today! i feel like schwimming...

2002-05-01T20:07:00.000-05:00

kirby's QOD: "omg bethany, your toes look like a million dollars!" lol. i was watching gilmore girls n smallville last night (yay tuesday nite tv!) and decided to put these tiny "genuine austrian crystals" on my toes. hehe. they're soo sparkle-y! i wanna wear them at my cuzin's wedding but i dont think i can maintain them for 3 weeks. i'd be too lazy to do it again. hehe. think i'll try somethin new. i saw these fake nails (hate those) n they were really cute. it was like a regular french manicure with little pink flowers airbrushed on them n the centers were rhinestones. soo cute!

hey yall i got my prom pix! they are too super cute! =^_^= (sorry spinkz, scanner's broken) they came out better than i thought. but then again, who am i to worry about how my pictures turn out? hehe just kiddin. i'm just kiddin.

hehe. free scoop night at baskin robbins, but dont be giving andy a hard time. hehe.

"hello kiddo."
"kiddo hello." wasnt that video is psychology just...ehhh. it was ok. we watched a movie called david and lisa. it was about two teens with different mental disorders. quite scary. but it had a cute ending. see the guy had this problem where he would have an anxiety attack everytime someone touched him. and then the girl had like a split personality. in the end, she realizes who she really is and then the guy kinda gets a breakthrough when he reaches his hand out to help her up and she takes his hand and he holds it. he almost bursts out in tears, and it's soooooo cute! irene n i were just like, awww!

i see you. o_O

2002-05-01T19:47:00.000-05:00

Lis for the way you look at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very, extraordinary
E is even more than anyone than you adore
and LOVE is all that i can give to you
love is more than just a game for two
two in love can make it
take my heart but please dont break it
love was made for me and you!!!

shirin says "EVERYONE should know this song!" =^_^=

2002-05-01T08:36:00.000-05:00

i promise i'm on my way to skool now. hehe. well nothin mucho new. we "practiced" for ramblers the other day. no routine yet, but i think we have a song down for it. it'll be interesting. hmmm....tryin to remember what all i did yesterday...oh yeah, did you know that "if your palm is bigger than your hand," you have cancer? hehe. well of course you would, wouldnt that kinda be abnormal to have a palm bigger than your hand? hehe. andy meant to say "face" instead of "hand," but its funnier that way. hahaha. also, apparently, wearing black is sexy...hehe. ask ben. he'll tell you everything. =^_~=

over and over, i'm holding you closer
telling you i'll never let go

wow that song's stuck in my head. hehe. it's great!!!

everyone go to the powder puff game on thurs! then party at my house afterwards. hehehe. =^_~=.

ppl are crazy. o_O

2002-04-29T17:54:00.000-05:00

song of the day - kai - a million more
If a million days are never enough to know you,
and a million words won’t let you be sure,
And a million ways of giving my love won’t show you,
I’ll open another door, and find a million more.

have you ever just downloaded a song you just LOVED so much that you listened to it over and over and over? well this is it! hehe. here's the song that's been playing repeatedly since 7am this morning on my pooter. hehe jk. yeah it's been on here before, but i actually found out who sings it now! hehe. =^_~= (thanks a mucho timmyos n happyhypergirl). the song is so...good. dl from somewhere, anywhere! everyone needs to hear this song! 'nother grrreat song by kai - say you'll stay

had more Red Bull this morning. hehe. i got into a sentence diagramming frenzy in first period. wow. so aNyWaYzE...nothin mucho new. but i think i definitely had a good day. never found anything to be lacking. =^_^= life is so peachy. ("how does a peach feel?") i think part of what made my day so great is that i found out my grades today for all those tests i took last week that i fretted over. i seriously thought i did bad on those, but wow. i did good! hehe.

we had like a free day in chem today. everyone was making fun of me for being so ditzy. sabrina was trying to explain to me how her aunt divorced her husband to marry another guy. and then he married this other woman who's sister was the other lady's best friend. yeah, dont worry, i didnt get it at first either. hehe. so she tried to use people in our class as an analogy. wow that got interesting. it turned out to be that kendra graber was married to travis drake, then kendra divorced him for her high school sweetheart. but then travis married me, sabrina's aunt. who's other aunt, kara perkins - my sister, is kendra's best friend. make any sense? no? hmmm...she mustve explain it far more way better than i did. hehe. i dont even remember how we got to talkin about that. i was just sitting there after all that and i was like, "oh. wow. awww! that's so cute! she married her high school sweetheart!" and completely missed the point. hehe. i just luv the way everyone looks at me when i do that. hehe jk. then we watched travis draw a scene from 9/11 with a fireman putting the flag pole back up in the middle of all the rubble. of course, looking at it upside down, the twin towers looked like a boot and the guy looked like a fisherman in the middle of clumps of dead fish. hehe. they told me my imagination went to far out. hehe. sabrina was critizing him cuz he had "NYFD" on it instead of "FDNY" for new york police department. so he changed it, but i was all like, "now it says FONY!" hehe. =^_^= wow. i'm so sorry travis. =P hehe.

hahaha. ben pronounced "celtic" wrong. hehehe. it was funny cuz u know how i tell him all my "guy stories." heh heh heh. and he was looking at the celtic cross necklace andy gave me. and he pointed at it when andy came n was like, "wow! that's a COOL necklace! where'd you get it?" hahaha. i just looked over at andy n smacked ben on the side. hehehe. wellpz i have tons more to talk about...but i'm hungry. hehe. and so ish my rabbit.

2002-04-28T23:23:00.000-05:00

i'm a lipstick. what type of make up are you?

quiz made by muna.

hmmm...not really any comment for this one. but quizies are fun! hehe

2002-04-28T21:39:00.000-05:00

jimmy eat world - the middle
it just takes some time
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride
everything everything will be just fine
everything everything will be all right

this is my song yall! hehe. you know what else is all peaches n creme? wherever you will go by the calling. it so cute. it makes me wanna cry. gosh darn it, why cant he just goooo!!?!?!?! =^_~=

PROM was perfect despite it's "techinical difficulties." i had fun spending time with andy. we started out at my friend's house. her mom took so much pics (before he got there). and then when he came, we went to his friend's house where more pics were taken. i love pictures, but i was just kinda blinded by all the flashing lights by now. hehe. we ate at carrabbas and had some fettuccine alfredo with peas and 'shroons. (gross.) haha. when we got to the renaissance, he gave me this cute little cross necklace from james avery before we went to the dance. he told me to close my eyes and turn around and he put it around my neck. hehe. ("sooo cute!") it's a celtic cross, "a symbol of hope and eternity" (and plus he's irish too). he does so much for me. sometimes i really dont deserve all that. with all the mess i make with my parents and watching him try to clean it all up for me...i'm blessed. i wouldnt be where i am today if it wasnt for him. and i know the God loves both of us individually and everything...EVERYTHING...happens for a reason.

i'm just loving that jimmy eat world song right now. it makes me happy. it's sooo relevant right now. hey let's sing the rest of it...hehe...

hey, don't write yourself off yet
it's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on
just try your best , try everything you can
don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away

hey you know they're all the same
you know you're doing better on your own so don't buy in
live right now, just be yourself
it doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else

it just takes some time
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride
everything everything will be just fine
everything everything will be all right

do your best
do everything you can
don't you worry what thier bitter hearts are going to say

thanks andy =^_^=

2002-04-26T23:02:00.000-05:00

cute song~adam sandler - grow old with you (from the wedding singer)

i wanna make you smile, whenever you're sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all I wanna do...is grow old with you.
i'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
build you a fire if the furnace breaks
oh it could be so nice, growin old with you.
i'll miss you, kiss you
give you my coat when you are cold.
need you, feed you
even let you hold the remote control.
so let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
oh I could be the man to grow old with you.
i wanna grow old with you.

wow it's just so cute when he gets on that plane and he finds out he's on as the one as she is, and he just sings it to her! =^_^=

2002-04-26T22:49:00.000-05:00

like cherry bon bons!

2002-04-26T22:42:00.000-05:00

hmmm...what's the difference between a protagonist and an antagonist again? hehe jk

See what Care Bear you are.

hehe i used to have care bear blankets n sheets and stuff =^_^=

Which TRL girl are you?

hmmm...really no comment. let's take this quiz again.

Which TRL girl are you?

2002-04-26T18:24:00.000-05:00

haha...hehehe...hoo hoo! look at me! i'm a can opener! just one of the many Rambler moves cuz i'm trying out! my "partner" decided to try out with me again. hehe. yay!

well i woke up super early so i could make my lil bro n myself some lunch for school. he likes my sandwiches. potato bread is the best bread in the bread world (yes, there is one). just slap some turkey n lettuce between 3 slices of potato bread and you're good to go. hehe. "ish sho yummy in my tummy." (wow, look at that, i'm quoting myself!)

stupid act of the day: i had to make 5 copies of my teacher recommendation forms as part of my Rambler application. the one in the library was broken, so the librarian couldnt make them for me. but mrs mcdonald said to use the one in her n mr strait's room. so i went up to e-hall over yonder. mr strait was there (the almighty king of sarcasm and dry humor). and i said that mrs mcdonald said i could use the copy machine n first, he starts laughin at me but he let me use it. so i found a copy machine and i realize i do not know how to work the copier. = >_< = but mr strait left n i so i stuck my paper in and just kinda stood there pushing buttons. hehe. i'm laughin at myself....anywayze...to make a long story short, i didnt know which way you're supposed to place the paper in when you put it on the copier and i ended up making 15 copies instead of 5. hehe. i finally got it right the 3rd time =^_^=

cutest thing that happened to me today was when i opened my locker and saw that there was a bouquet of flowers in there. purdy spring flowers with a pink daisy in the middle n little yellow roses n carnations n those purple flowers...so pretty! hehe. of course i just kinda stood there thinking, "wow there's flowers in my locker..." no one's ever put flowers in my locker before. so i finally picked up the little note that had been sitting there, and it was from andy. =^_^= hehe. cuteness. the word you're all looking for is "awww!" hehe.the flowers did come in handy. in chemistry, i forgot to bring "a substance" we could mix with cabbage juice (it smells like soy sauce when you boil it) and so i used the little flower food packet. you know, those little packet of plant food the florist puts tucked in a flower bouquet so you can take it hope and put it in water so the flowers can last a little while. they all die in the end, but its ok. hehe. i hang them upside down to dry so. i love flowers. white gardenias are the prettiest smelling ones, but lavender roses are so lovely. i have this blue daisy that i stuck inside one of my nicholas sparks novels and when it dried up, i put it in a frame and it's bootiful. hehe. just bootiful... =^_^=

i'll see ya really really soon. o_O

2002-04-25T22:51:00.000-05:00

2002-04-25T22:23:00.000-05:00

wellpz, i have another prayer request. yall remember brandon, his mom passed away last friday. you know, when you really think about what goes on out there, sometimes you find yourself feeling lucky to have the things you do. i've never been in a fatal car accident or lost anyone. i've been blessed my whole life, n i take it all for granted. what makes me wonder is that God still continues to bless me more n more everyday, even when i dont deserve to be. "oooh, i can feel it now, the LORD is gonna bless YOU!" -Coach Hordge.

2002-04-25T22:09:00.000-05:00

i have the cutest rabbit [q][u][i][n][c][y][!] and he wiggles his little nose thru the cage whenever i come around. it makes me feel so welcomed by my little rabbit. hehe. i know he only does that cuz he wants food. but it makes me feel loved. hehe. =^_^= he's so cute when he eats a carrot. if you hold it up high, he'll tilt his head up and munch on it with his eyes closed, like he's in his blissful happy state. hehe. sooo cute. my dad likes to leave him outside while i'm gone tho n when i come home, he's all soaking wet from the sprinklers. poor wabbit...

2002-04-25T21:41:00.000-05:00

well i'm back from the rambler workshop. got my spirits lifted up. hehe. so mucho inspiration from all my friends. =^_^= thanks drew! we had fun just hanging out n doing the rambler stuff. he says i know all the moves just as well as he does. he tried out last yr n made it after not making it first. does that make sense? oh, and coach wright, i had him last sem for health. he said i better get my hiney on the team next year. wow, such moral support. jack n mandy are trying out. they're so funnie. hehe. guess who else i saw at the workshop...andy's ex....dum dum dum (hehe. like in those horror movies).

hey yall, pls pray for my friend elven. he got into a car wreck today and his friend isnt doing ok. he needs yalls prayers. greatly appreciated. everyone else is ok but it really sux that his car got totaled. i was just there the other day too when they put this thing in his car to make it go faster n sound louder. he was so excited about it...i really dont know nothin about car engines or interiors, so i kinda stayed away before i broke something. but....yeah.

2002-04-25T18:35:00.000-05:00

why is it that no matter how carefully you follow the directions on the box of PastaRoni, it never turns out to looking anything close to what's on the box?

Take The Ice Cream Flavour Test!*

KiSS a SENiOR day is the biggest joke ever made for SPiRiT WEEK. someone really didnt have any school spirit today. let's say this girl who you think is just super fantabulously wonderful gives you a great big kiss on the cheek (with the lip gloss stain and all), would you wipe it off your cheek? and then when she notices that you wiped it off, would you lie and tell her, "it wore off" or better yet, that it "fell off"??? yeah, she's not stupid. come on guys...

Taylor thinks i'm a hottie. hehe. Yeah most everyone thinks he's a perv...but when he's had a bad, crappity crap day and you're the only one left standing, and you listen to all these things he has on his mind...there's actually more to him than what people view him as...anyway, he said the nicest thing to me the other day. he alwayze comes and totally bugs the sanity outta my mind, but he came up to me and just simply said, "Andy's a lucky guy." (Thanks Taylor!)

RedBull doest not give you wings =^_^= (it just tastes really gross, like a liquified version of those chewable Flintstone vitamins, but all the flavors are mixed up together and it tastes like that alpha beta carrotine stuff...)

my fortune cookie says, "Rarely do great beauty and virtue dwell together as they do in you." (awww!)

so we drew a house, a tree, and a person and analyzed it in psychology. my endless gigantic roof didnt even fit on my page, it's supposed to represent fantasy. and imagination. but everyone loved my cute Florida orange tree. it was the best thing on my picture. i'm so proud of it. i think i'll frame it and everything. cuz i know matt would love to keep it. =^_~=

You are the classic yellow squeeky toy.

Find your inner rubber ducky.

wow i think i'm late for the Rambler workshop. last minute debate on whether or not i should try out for the school's country western dance team. i tried out last yr w/ my best guy buddy benny burrito. he's the greatest. still listening to me and all my "guy stories." and alwayze being a shoulder to cry on...and an occassional shove into facing something i find hard to. i just dont get it. my "partner" who was gonna try out with me just kinda backed out. i didnt ask him to in the first place, but he said he'd do it. so i was all excited about it n stuff. i told him to save the 25th of april for the workshop so he'd learn all he needs to know, which really isnt much...based on what ben n i did last year. but he's working tonight, yeah i think he forgot. well actually, he told me a couple days ago he wasnt going to. he said he wouldnt have the time to learn all the moves. wow he has no idea what ben went thru with me. now i really dont feel like trying out. that's what you get when u have your heart set on something. so here's to me, skipping the workshop. i already know most of the stunts n moves n stuff. this was for him...